if the perfect one were done

oh so sad
oh so happy
oh so mumbling
like i wanna grudging
all my all my all my day my day

ya a' laf ya .ya a' laf thees.

whos wanna the best.the best. i need a rest.to take a breath.deep breath.yea i need.a space to tell ya a lot a lot of mon fear .tell ya yes a' afraid.whatelse beyond trust? what else among?are ya and me.both of us . are true.so whats the truth .whats goin to be real? goin into?
real

.ya a' laf ya.
.ya a' laf.
.ya a'.
.ya.

when everything complete, than whatelse im doin?
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